Sunday, November 19, 2006
the heart is willing but the flesh is weak
haha tt aptly describes the relationship
btw me and my homework now
the scripts wont write itself
its easier to dream
haha
since shengyang and weijoe have been talking
abt their study plans
we shld study tgh man
tt wld fasten me to the chair
and stay awake for more than 5 mins
alrighhts tts crazy plan number one
hopefully ,i wont turn back on my words
the holidaes doesnt seem to feel the same
as when we were pri and sec sch
do we think more deeply as we grow older ?
i guess that the many events that have taken place this year
have somehow shook my world
life is getting too complicated
for this simpletons mind
mabey tts why we like cartoons and we brag abt them
mind u tts when we are in jc
17 yr olds carrying spongebob pencilcases*ahem ,pikachu ???
rem in pri sch ?haha how we braged about
reading books without colours and pictures
and all the reality tv shows we watched
how we wanted to grow up quickly
like mainly to grow taller=)
and fit into the adults world
to get the cookie jar of that shelf BY OURSELVES
we just wanted to be super kids in our huge and limitless
world
right now ,i kinda wish tt my mum would make the decisions for me
i miss the feeling of my parents
watching over me =) and guiding me
no wonder they say that our parents know best
transitions
its a scary thing
like many of the jc students out there
we have been displaced so many times this yr
leave our sec schools ,pae og ,pae class,
jae(change sch) ,jae og ,jae class
too many touch and go relationships
its tiring to think abt it
i wonder how true ive been to others
cause honestly i dun rem much abt the past
it seems tt many of us have changed
even if i rem
the memories dun quite fit the face
we seem like strangers
it just leads me to think
we can have many friends
but how many of them would remain true ?
or to how many ive been a true friend to?
haha but we will just continue to move on
lols do we have a choice???
i feel cruel
buts im glad tt i still keep in touch with
the special few but good friends frm sec sch=))
i dun know how long we will last
god provides
for he gives and take away
since every good thing come from god
i wont think so much either =)
thks to you YOU YOU YOU you and you (haha i can onli think of 6 special ppl frm sch sch )
god u rock
cause in u my worries look so small and insignificant =)
rainbow;
5:45 AM
